Self isolation way before Covid-19!
I'm influenced by the non ordinary. I crave "out there" creativity.
A lot doesn't need to make sense. It just happens.
If I like it I am coming back around again to what makes me happy.
My head was a mess because I was trying to please too many people despite what my own vision was for Queen. Don't get me wrong what I do is also for others. Not a lot of sense there in that sentence I know. I was interrupted by scattered thoughts which railed my own authenticity. I was viewed as "crazy" and all the other yar de dars of any misfortunate not to understand. C'mon who creates a business called queen of the madhouse and bases it on normality??? I have to undress and shed, brave the unknown ..... and once again just get on with it and if it seems to be tasteless in the eyes of those that judge without the education of what the intricacies of the mind can do ........ Meh! Meh! Meh! ...
Queen has always been about great quality makeup AND out there MADNESS .............. and NOT!!!!! bland adventures. I like to tell stories. Stories of where one's imagination can go. Is there really anything wrong with that? Writing this I feel completely happy, not down and solemn for which I have been quite a lot. I felt caged, angry for being expressionless. My potty mouth emphasised it! I was changing. I didn't like it. This is who I am. I am to embrace my individuality. The worst that can happen is that you/those will read/watch some very unusual antics of a 50 year old outrageous woman!
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